The person I know since the two of us were in diapers .. :)

Meet my very first best friend. :))


She is Maria Liezel Futalan, aka Zhel. Ahm. I know that she developed many screen names as we grow old but I will stick to her first nickname.


I've known her since I was a kid. She is a year older than me. I have no sister so i treated her like my own sister. I still remember that we go to school together. We laugh, play, tell stories and DREAM together. We always hang-out together at our house. We were contented playing dolls and paper dolls. I still remember that we go to girl's scout camping together. It's already late and our friends are preparing to sleep but the two of us were hiding in a blanket and eating her baon. The two of us were just using flashlight. I am lying on the floor and she sat beside me. I still remember my naughtiness when I stole her meat and eat it all without her knowing. She was looking for it and all I can do is to burst out in laughter. Morning came, we were called our teacher saying that our Mother were in the camp site, we don't have a clue until we saw them. They brought us breakfast! Haha Talk about our loving mother. Those were the days ....

I still remember our very first major fight. It was when we are grade six and we are so immature and gullible to our own friends. I still remember that I was acting a drama princess not talking her for weeks and the next thing I knew was were friends again. Haha Sorry, I wasn't able to recall exactly what happened. 


We got separated when we entered high school. We studied in different school. I met new best friends and I am guilty with it. I am guilty because I left my best friend alone. I am GUILTY leaving her but i don't REGRET meeting new best friends okay? I love my best friends in high school. I can say that Zhel and I have crossed different paths in high school. We met new friends and people. I nearly forget about her. :( I'm sorry. T.T


But we just hang-out again with each other. I don't know what happened. All I know is that we started hanging out again. Telling stories 'till dawn. Walking and eating burger to our favorite place. Eating ice cream together. Going everywhere together. I remember she was the one I am with when I was buying for my very first kikay kit. I also introduced her to my new friends in high school. 


She's always at my side. In good times or in bad times. We share our stories blow by blow. We can talk everything under the sun. She's like a sissy to me. :) I'm glad she's there to back me up when I was down.


I will never forget the time when my mother died. She never left my side. She's always beside me wherever I go. She sleeps at home during my mother's wake. It was her arms who keeps on hugging me and giving me the courage to walk my mother to the cemetary. I know that she's also crying with me that day. I was so blessed to have her.


I know I was unfair. I'm sorry if I wasn't on her side when his father died. I tried to come to the hospital but apparently, her father died that day. I'm not on her side when that happened. I'm sorry. :( T.T


That week was midterms week i guess. I remember reviewing Political Science during his father's wake. I wasn't able to stand by her side on the day of her father's burial. I can't absent on school because I have a exam that day. I was rushing to go home. The least thing that I did was to follow her to her father's tombstone. When I arrived there, her family is getting ready to leave. Talk about being late! Tsk. I'm sorry about that .. :(( I'm really sorry.


They said that there's always a rainbow after the storm. After that devastating incidents, we continued to live our life happily, even though INCOMPLETE.

Overnight at Linden's Suite Hotel on October 2009.

That's us celebrating Valentine's Day on 2010.

Summer 2010. :))

It was also summer, I just don't remember what year. 0_o

Trippings together. :)

Celebrating my debut last September 2010.

Drinking session with my HS friends. :)

First Alay-lakad together. :))

January 9 this year. :))

I believe this was our last hang-out together. February this year.

It was nice reminiscing noh?

Zhel,

Even though I don't like your boyfriend, I will ALWAYS love you. He has nothing to do with my love for you. I know were not in good terms because of him. I know you don't like to choose, and you DON'T have to choose. I know that you will not choose me over him. Haha :p

You were my better half and you contributed a lot for who am I now. I know I'm such a meanie and I'm sorry for that.

I will love you forever!

:))

I'm running out of words.

There is no such word to describe i am so happy and blessed to have you. :))