I am anxious because I wasn't able to please everyone in a way that I need to be perfect to be accepted.
But as time goes by, I meet friends who accepted who I am.
By then, I realize, nobody's perfect and a real friend will accept you whoever you are.
I met those people who share their world for me.
Those who respected my opinions as well as my silence.
I am grateful to have them.
And now, I am writing this blog to express how I love being ME. :)
SO WHAT IF I AM NOT GOOD IN MATH?
Like I care for that subject. Haha I hate it more than it hates me. :P
SO WHAT IF I HAVE CURLY LOCKS?
Honestly, I really love my curly hair. I don't care if it is always in place or not. I don't ever thought of having it rebonded even if many people says it will look good. I don't want those harmful chemicals touch my hair. EVER.
SO WHAT IF I AM LONG-LEGGED?
When I was in elementary, I am so insecure because my lower body is not proportion to my upper body. I always hid my long legs with long shorts. Not until Wexi and Mean scolded me. They said that they love my legs and wishes that they also have the same as mine, I realized, my girl friends love my legs, who am I not to love it? By then, I considered it as one my biggest asset. :)
SO WHAT IF I LOVE SHORT DRESSES?
Many people might say that I love to wear skimpy dresses, my reaction? :)
I don't have time for those jealousy monsters. I don't need to defend my sense of fashion because I am not questioning theirs.
SO WHAT IF I AM WEARING CONTACT LENSES?
In one look, you will recognize my colored eyes. I heard many acquaintances that I am using contact lenses because of fashion. Ung tipong pang-porma lang. The hell I care. In the first place, they don't know how it feels to have a blurred eyes. In fact, my lenses taught me how to be responsible because wearing those plastics means big responsibility. Glasses? No way. Just kill me now. :D ^^,v (Maybe my acquaintances is right. I am fond wearing glasses, In fact, I use glasses for porma. :P Baliktrad ako. Hehe)
SO WHAT IF I AM MOODY?
Okay. I admit, that's a liability on my part. I will just say that those people who really knew me who are my so called FRIENDS, are willing to have a moody friend forever. :P Well, atleast, I'm just moody, not a bipolar. Hehe
SO WHAT IF I AM FOND OF HENNA TATTOOES?
I love art. Ahm, not those Picasso's level but i love drawings. I will never forget how satisfied and thrilled I was when I saw my very first tattoo. I makes my heart happy, so who are you to judge me? If you don't have anything good to say, just shut the f*ck up.My motto in life now? Do whatever makes you happy.
SO WHAT IF I AM CRAZY?
Those normal people, I pity them because they wasn't able to experience how to laugh like there's no tomorrow, how to do stupid things and learn from it and how to have crazy friends. Hey Miss Prim and Proper? Are you having fun inside your comfort zone?
I love every bits of me.
If you love me, I promise to love you too.
If you don't? The hell I care to you. :)
PS: Hey June! Please be good to be. Good vibes rocks :)
SO WHAT IF I'M CRAZY?...haha that's my favorite part, I think being CRAZY is NORMAL, and for me somehow stupidity is wisdom (and making foolish acts makes me feel smart, gulo 'di ba?). Well, I say...DIFFERENT is the new NORMAL
ReplyDeletehaha sometimes, doing crazy things can do good. :)CHEERS to us!
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