Because I am a GIRL

Now I know the reason why I am so moody this last few days.

This is the part of being a girl I really hate.

Dysmenorrhea sucks! Tsk

I am really emotional these days.

Maybe because of my period or because of depression over something or BOTH.

I can't help to cry whenever I got home.

It feels that I will die anytime whenever I am home.

It's not my comfort zone these days.

I am happy whenever I am at work. I can free my mind and focus to what I am doing.

It's my escape route. Whenever I am at work, it seems I can forget all the problems I have.

I am normal. I can laugh, tell jokes to my workmates and I can be total baby.

Whenever I get home after work, there's always deep breaths whenever I enter my room.

I guess it's because I am tired plus the fact that there is a problem.Problem that is needed to be solved. I just want to live a normal life.

I envy those person whose also at my age.

They can enjoy their teenage life.

Now, I'm starting to think, do I deserve this?

What have I done to feel this agony?

And I don't find any answer.

I just hold to my faith.

Every night before I go to sleep, I just pray for a better tomorrow.

It's the only way I know to this kind of burden.

Now, I am falling apart into pieces.

Poor contact lenses. :(